Adult Life

Hi!
Tonight, I want to write a post about adult life.
Day by day, I realized if adult life means forget about all your dreams and accept reality.
Hard to believe, but that's the fact :)

While in college, I have bunch of dreams. I want to get scholarship abroad, have my own company, travelling with own money and marry a man who I love after finish enjoy single life.
In reality, I must satisfied and grateful with my current condition; I just too lazy to looking for scholarship opportunity and accept work chance in Bali. Day by day, I really enjoy with work life and forget about scholarship abroad. I wanna have my own company but too bad, I am afraid to open my own business. All started from many questions in my brain; "How if the business isn't success?"; "How if I take the wrong step with leaving my current job and start my business?"; and all those questions make me afraid to open my own business. I also want to travelling with my own money; in reality is I can't take my day off or annual leave whenever I want. I don't have time to enjoy my holiday. Also, I can't wait too long to looking for a man who serious with me. I'm not young anymore, I become older day by day. So, this is time to looking for someone who really serious to become my future.

Aaah, all dreams from my college life must be replace with reality. I agree with one of quote from Kurt Cobain (If I'm not wrong) ; Nobody die virgin, because life always fuck us.
Well said! Hahaha

But, I really grateful with my current condition because I know, God give something that I need, not I want. So, I believe with His plan on my life.
I want to make a plan and let God do the rest. Plan will starts with simple action, for example : my plans till the next 2 weeks are focus to stay away from negativity (always start your day with positivity), eat less meat (in order to become Vegetarian). stop using rude words when angry with someone, don't be too addictive with social media and watch my sleep time (in order to get much sleep)

Good night all. Don't forget to always grateful and put God first. Follow your plan and God will help you to achieve them.