Home

Hi! Long time no post.
This time I want to share my thought about home.
Home?
Everybody has home that waiting for them to come back. Yes! Everybody has home even beggar that sleep on the street every night still has home.
So, what is home? Is it just a building with lil garden or fancy fence?

Here some definition about home that I found on Pinterest :

Home (n) The residence of an individual or family. A place of refuge. The place or person you want to return to over and over. when ever I'm with you, I'm home.

So, based on above definition about home, all of us know if home isn't just a building. Home can be place or person that we want to return. A place can be you secret garden or city that you love or coffee shop. A person can be your lover, your parent, your best friend or whoever that meant so much in your life.
Sometime a building that you lived in so long isn't your home. Sometime the person that being in relationship with you in a long time isn't your home. Sometime, people that hate you or live in miles away is your home. Because every people has different opinion about their own home.

For me, home is jogja, my parent, my dogs, my siblings and my bestfriends. Whenever I see all of them, I feel safe like I already arrived at home. But, I still looking for another home. Home to settle down for the rest of my life. Home that become my first choice when I'm in problem, when life give me shit, I know, I must back to that 'home'. Until now, I'm still looking for that home. Sometimes I feel like hiraeth. You know what is hiraeth?

Hiraeth (n) A homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia; the yearning; the grief for the lost places of your past.

I ever had 'home' when in college. But, that 'home' is broke and leave me when there is a heavy rain, thunderstorm and tornado. So, I tried hard to forgot that home. I am not sure if I'm successful to forget if I ever lived in that home for some months.

I'm still on adventure to looking for that home. To looking for someone that when I see him on the eyes, I know I will said "Thank's God, finally I'm home."

So, what's home for you? Tell me in comment box! :)