Being productive and ready to take decision

Hi good people,

This blog will transforms to my electronic diary hahaha
Because every chapter is describe alot about my current feeling.

So far, after 1 year work, I feel not productive -_-
Too much work and forget being productive, such as how many books I already read in one year, for 2016, I made goal for 15 books must be read. But, the reality? one few  books. Shame on you, mel -_-

I still afraid to take a decision, but, now, with small step, I more brave to make one.
I hope this a good decision, for my career or my future. Finger crossed.
I can't tell you what kind of decision, let me tell you later after everything already confirmed.

I will close this small post.
At least, this post is one of my small step to become productive!
:)

Good night!

Until how long?

Dear good people around the world,

When there is a big opportunity in front of your eyes, would you take that opportunity?
Or you will refuse it and let it go slowly?

I got a very big opportunity in difficult situation.
I just afraid to take it and feeling guilty.
But, someone comes to me and said 'How long you gonna live just to pleased others?'

I did a very deep thinking with myself.
The words are 100% correct!
So far, I live my own with pleased others.
Never thinking about myself first.
Always afraid with what others thinking about me.

The result after deep thinking is I want to live my life without pleased others.
I must put myself as priority in some situation.
Because, in the end, I only have myself to live till the rest of time.
Love yourself first!

Have a great sunday.